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Still thinking of how to put this into words

My lips still mumbling the words-oh my lord!

My mind is comfortable with the innocent view of you,

But an innocent act possibly misconstrued,

Leaves me totally unamused.

Do I still believe in you?

I mean, should I still believe in you?

Cos the future we talk about

Is shattered by what the present brings about.

I am not scared of being betrayed

Cos a good and caring mate is what I have portrayed,

And that puts my mind to peace.

But what shatters my heart to pieces,

Is the delicate trust I have in you,

Being threatened by everything you do.

Again

Here I am again,

Sitting alone again,

Even though you are right here,

The emptiness is more that I can bear.

The unwanted pill of rejection,

Aggravates the pain from exclusion.

I wonder if its all my fault,

The times I failed to be the bigger person,

The times I let

My personal urges take over.

I guess those are things I have to work on,

Those are things I have to fix.

I apologize,

For making you feel

The need to protect your emotions,

I guess that’s my job;

And I have gravely failed.

I want to be there for you,

I want to be your man,

But for me to be your man,

I want you to be my woman.

Trust me, believe me, love me.

You are what I want,

Lets just be together,

And look together,

Into the brightest of futures.